http://mymotherslife.com Dedicated to the Only Woman I'll Love, My Mother. Wed, 08 Feb 2012 18:46:45 +0000 en hourly 1 http://wordpress.org/?v=3.3.1 http://mymotherslife.com/2011/07/the-roller-coaster-of-emotions-from-panic-to-trepidation/ http://mymotherslife.com/2011/07/the-roller-coaster-of-emotions-from-panic-to-trepidation/#comments Sun, 31 Jul 2011 19:09:02 +0000 Only Son http://mymotherslife.com/2011/07/the-roller-coaster-of-emotions-from-panic-to-trepidation/ Share|The worst thing about caring for your parent, is that you are watching a vibrant person who you love, slowly decay, slowly go from that person, to one who you no longer recognize. You see them change, as their body begins to break down, and you are watching death coming closer and closer. You try to stop its relentless advance, but it is a war, a battle, you have no chance of winning. You know the end will come, yet you fight to stop it, to hold it back, while at the same time you feel your own will ebbing, your own nerves being frayed and torn apart. You feel guilt, and terror too. You resent it, yet you berate yourself for such dark thoughts. And through it all, death continues its relentless march forward, its reach coming closer with each tick of the clock.

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